When I interviewed for a position as the administrative
assistant at our local Presbyterian Church, one of the pastors—with the utmost
diplomacy—made sure I understood that I could edit bulletin and newsletter copy
for grammatical errors,
but not content.
I smiled. I agreed. “Although I might
not see eye to eye with your theology, I would consider it my job to simply
transfer your thoughts to documents, not change the meaning to suit myself.” Even though I was the pastor’s wife of a
denomination that held differing views and worship practices, I believed I
could rise above the dissimilarities for the sake of my integrity as a
secretary.
When they hired me, I had no inkling the shock I was in for.
Keying in the worship bulletin on my first week, I braced
myself for a challenge to my belief system. Instead, I found my soul lifted
into God’s presence by the candid, heartfelt words of the liturgy and
confessions.
Why, this might be written
by someone several hundred years ago or in this century, but it’s straight from the Bible, I
thought. I let the words sink in, making
them my own,
allowing them to change my thinking and broaden it.
While preparing copy of one of the pastor’s messages for the
church’s website, I began to weep at the imagery he portrayed in the story of
The Prodigal Son, which he re-titled The Loving Father. I too had been a
prodigal once, and even now faced a test of my faith regarding one of my own
kids. The words of that sermon encouraged me
not to give up on the Father’s
strong love.
Oh, how I needed to read
this message today, I mused.
Pastor was surely inspired
by God to preach this just for me!
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My "lunchroom" view!
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As I passed through
the church building several times a day for various tasks, I sensed the sweet, calming
presence of the Holy Spirit. I often felt compelled to kneel in worship, so
overwhelmed was I by the sense of Jesus’ glory filling the building.
What is
happening here, Lord? You are blowing away all my preconceived stereotypes of
what Presbyterians are like! I
thought.
But I’m so thankful you are. I
needed you to open my eyes to your Spirit at work in other believers who serve
in different ways than I do.
Will I change denominations? No. I really should attend the
church where my husband preaches. Will I defend other Christians’ ways and
means of worshiping God, even though they don’t fit my original schematic? You
bet.
These Presbyterians thought they were hiring an
administrative assistant. They didn’t know they were helping God shout
“Surprise!”
Have you experienced a surprise, when God changed your thinking a little or a lot?
